The third iteration of Doug Bolden's various thoughts and musings.

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MVP Bonus #1: Trying to remember Shirotsume Biboroku’s “Accelerator Pedal” (with a lot of assumptions and time)

While prepping for this [eventually-not-Daily] Music Video Picks series, I have been doing some mental sorting for music videos from the past year or so that I know I have liked. Trying to turn it into actual sorting into playlists and notes. That kind of thing.

Then, something occurred that took some time to fix… I had a “pretty clear” notion of a video that I watched in 2025, but I realized I had it tagged incorrectly in my brain. Let me explain…

My mental notes went something like this:

  • Japanese (absolutely sure), heard on Youtube (absolutely sure), and not a song I had downloaded at the time (pretty sure)
  • Female singer (almost entirely sure but I left in the exception that it could have been a male-fronted band with a female-presenting actor on screen since that seems common enough)
  • Alt Rock // Shoegaze (really sure)
  • Person is in a green field (fairly sure) and there might be some shots of an ocean or body of water (maybe sure). There is 100% a green/gold motif in the color scheme
  • There was a scene with a picnic table and this is possibly at the end as a celebration (pretty sure)
  • The guys in the video (bandmates?) are doing various tasks while she is a more a wanderer (it was getting flimsy at this point)
  • There is a scene where the singer (?) rescues her male bandmates (?) and they drive around in a Japanese-style mini-van (I was sure of the car scene, other aspects maybe less so)
  • A scene with a person on a ladder? (I don’t know, man)
  • I heard the song around the time I had found out about wowdow and Chili Beans and was listening to those bands (like, maybe…it was getting pretty vague)
  • This was tied into the mental stress of the international move and was part of that era where we constantly boxing and packing up stuff and Youtube was a primary media experience. May or June 2025?
  • I kind of remembered the video and channel having a lower subscriber and view count, but so it goes because luck and The Algorithm are both terrible role-models (actually pretty sure about this)

Then a day or two ago I went “Wait, what song was that?” For reasons I do not know, at least not clearly, I realized my brain had come to associate the song with either Crazy Blues or tiny yawn. Except I have music from both of them and listen to them on fairly frequent rotation [and Crazy Blues should show up on MVP in a day or two]. Despite being of a similar music fit, there were no close videos in either of their catalogs.

I had a mental cataloging error and I wanted to fix it (while showing a band some love).

As I begin a shallow dive, I got discouraged super fast. Because both Goat Life’s “Narcissus” and Yureruwayurei’s “Echoes of a Fading Girl” showed up fairly fast in my notes/lists and had the kind of visual imagery that was really close but also completely different. You also had Kurayamisaka’s “Sekisei Inko” (I think I only listened to this once, around that time, but it was nice). Again, not really close, but certain elements showed up that made me start to wonder if I had mashed together several visual tropes and came up with a song that did not exist [at least not anywhere close to my scant memories].

I looked through my liked videos (which Youtube caps at 5k1) and a large music video playlist I’ve kept for a few years but have let lapse for several long stretches. Neither had anything else that was a closer match.

I sorted the Entire Youtube Watch History options to just “music” and spent around half an hour doing a deep dive through all of 2025’s for myself. Nothing showed up better than the three, above.

There was a non-zero chance that even if I had not Frankenstein’d a video out disparate parts, I might be looking at a piece of removed media. Some things get removed and sometimes Youtube tells you and sometimes it does not.

This morning I sat down and gave myself an hour and a half to go page by page through my Youtube history. All of it. 1000s of videos. Random shorts. AI slop pushed into Up Next. Hours just letting Youtube pick song after song. Multiple copies of the same song or video rewatched a few times. It took a while. Nearly half an hour just to get all the way back to August 2025 with my browser steadily increasing in its glitching out and getting overloaded.

This was all assuming I was correct in my timing. And other such variables.

Then I went to more or less every music video in the list and clicked on them (unless I knew them pretty well). Just in case I was recalling a few scenes out of context.

I figured if nothing else I would go all the way back to January 2025 and hoped my browser wouldn’t melt.

From April 30, 2025, I found this cluster of things:

And viola! Presenting to you as very special bonus episode of Music Video Picks: Shirotsume Biboroku’s “Accelerator Petal”:

My brain had recalled almost the exact placement on the shelf but not name of the band or song. Reference librarian brain is weird.

Now that I had the song, though, let’s take a look at how close my other details were:

  • Color motif was pretty spot on (there was more blue than I remembered, but I can see my brain would have shunted that to a more filler color)
  • Many of the storyboard details were actually correct as was the general band composition and genre but there were odd gaps and mistakes
  • The vehicle is in a significant amount of the video not just a quick shot like I thought
  • The picnic table shows up for a scene and then kind of makes a much shorter cameo than I recalled. Glad I wasn’t skipping to the end of the videos or it wouldn’t have worked at all…
  • There is no ladder at all. One of the band members is doing some work next to a tree and that’s all I got
  • Body of water is pretty dang significant

Song is good. I like it a lot. I wish I had gone back and listened to it more when it was fresh but it was a rough time to sort stuff and no doubt a lot of things got lost in the wash.

Unfortunately, looks like I found them at pretty much the exact wrong time. Shirotsume Biboroku had shrunk over 2025 and 2026 to just three members and then just two and then just one. They have now called it quits.

There was a good bye concert very recently. Like, 25 July 2026. Just last week. I wish them all super well.

The most recent song, “Atmosphere” is also good for a listen.

It would be nice to get more from them but I’m glad I found them again.

If Hana Ohara ever rebuilds the band, I hope Youtube lets me know before a full year has passed. Otherwise, I might have to go digging again.

My Music Video Picks [MVP] is a series of posts highlighting various music and dance videos from Youtube (usually). No particular schedule (sometimes lots, sometimes little). It might not even all be music or dance videos. Absolutely picked by me, though. Usually I have to like both the song and the video, but we’ll see.

You can see the most recent songs here: [Doug’s] Music Video Picks [Youtube Playlist]. Size of that list will change as the mood strikes. Playlist might contain spoilers for unpublished posts. Just enjoy.

CREDITS

Most of the artwork comes from obvious places and linked videos. The last picture is a screenshot from their IG page (it’s linked if you click on the photo).

The four “memory bank photos” are all from Unsplash:

  1. Eventual spoilers, I think it had capped out right before it would have exposed the song, by the way. That’s how my Youtube videos I like. ↩︎

Wasureranneyo’s Nannmonee

While I have no idea if I will ever get around to watching (or reading) Chainsmoking Cat, Wasureranneyo’s “Nannmonee” used for the opening is a great song.

Picked up a bit of his back catalog thanks to it.

By the way, the opening sequence of the anime has a huge number of references to other movies. For instance…

If I keep this up, I probably will watch it and I have no idea if that would be good for me.

Anyhow, I’ll probably work through a small backlog of music and music videos I’d like to share over this next few days. Haven’t posted much in the past month and I have a chunk of stuff for all over.

This One Thing about BookTube Drives Me Mad…Click for…blah blah blah…

Ok, that’s a lie. A lot of things about “BookTube” drive me a bit mad. Most of it, really. There is good stuff, real good stuff, but I rarely care to watch enough to find the good stuff.

I’ll be in a mood to discuss more later, maybe, but here’s something from dozens of thumbnails that is now irritating me enough I’m going to start telling Youtube to not recommend me channels which use it:

Books {held | stacked | pointed to} spine back while a thoughtful face is front and center and there’s a title like…

Five Books I Will Never Read Again Because They Are TOO Good

or

Three Books You Have Never Read but Should Get Right Now

or

These Books Absolutely Wrecked My Summer

The last one probably with fake tears added to the thumbnail, or some such.

And it is so annoying to be so constantly baited into every video where even if you know the BookTuber or subscribe or whatever you still have to essentially pretend to be tricked into watching it.

The new The Algorithm demands sacrifice. Tricks for Clicks! If you know what are you getting into, you might not waste so much time forming addiction to screens, amirite?! It’s that or absolutely low-tier enragement farming.

Look, we’re adults, here. Just show the books. Let me know.

If I have not read the books, then good! New stuff!

If I have read the books and hate them, then good, I can avoid it (or join in to see a difference in opinion).

If I have read the books and love them, then I can either avoid or watch to have my sense of utter-correctness validated. Win win!

Mostly, I suspect, the middle-of-the-road absolutely un-timeless, un-classics which proliferate across BookTube’s for-all-tastes vibe will bear little interest for me and that’s ok. I’m not here to yuck your yum, not really. I love that you love to read.

Let me choose to click or not.

Otherwise, I’m no longer clicking a goddamned thing. Well, except the hide channel and such.

I’m sorry the soul-sucking, orphan-crushing machine to which your livelihood is attached requires you to screech like performing monkeys and trick your audience to make it happy.

OH, here are the books, by the way. Lest hypocritical be I:

There’s no real reason for those three. They were just near my desk and I didn’t feel like spending longer taking the photo than typing the rant.

All three: recommended, if you are into that sort of thing.

Am I being gaslamped by YouTube?

I got the above prompt while scrolling YouTube on my phone — bit laid up in bed due heavily inflamed right leg — and it’s the first time I have seen such.

Does this video feel like low-quality AI? Then results from not-at-all to extremely-likely.

Which makes me wonder if I’m being manipulated.

I do often tell YouTube not to recommend videos and channels that are obvious AI. Not always. Just in principle. YouTube’s floodgate recommendation system requires that. Watch one AI fake trailer and you will never know which movies are actually being released ever again.

Alerting me to the concept of AIness while promoting a 35min video about boardgame rulebooks from a creator I’ve never watched before, though? It feels weirdly manipulative…

(a) …like a little seed of doubt about what is or isn’t AI.

(b) …like a prompt to get me to watch a boardgame video after generally ignoring them for the past couple of years.

I watch a lot of solo rpg stuff, and I think this convinces YouTube, incorrectly, that I want broader tabletop slop in as addictive a manner as possible. Way too much D&D drama whinging and far too much boardgame critical theory about edge cases.

Because of that prompt, I was tricked into watching 5 minutes of a video I would have outright skipped, otherwise.

Hmmmmm.

BTW, posted this from my phone to try it out.

I just appreciate someone finally wrote an ode to Belgian Weather

We are are at the time of year where the forecast in Grimbergen is permanent stuck on two alerts: “It may rain in a few hours” and “Rain may cease in a few hours.” With apologies to Mitch Hedberg, it used to be raining. It still is, but it used to, too.

Brandon Jamar Scott’s new song [Part of his Trailer Park Alien Universe], I feel, encapsulates this.

NOTE: if the “69 News” and the title of the song being wet doesn’t give you a heads up, let me just say the humor is raunchy. A wee bit. Beetje. Etc etc.

It’s a catchy song. And maybe one day we will get justice and get the missing piece of the Universe back, which was struck on grounds of Nintendo declaring it…canon.

A Day in the Life: #17659

Woke up at 6am to get ready for my morning workout and spent a few minutes, as I do every morning, resting in bed to give my joints time to “calm down.” The arthritis/inflammation-meets-disability tends to be worse after prolonged activity and when I first wake up. I’m sure there’s math to explain the latter. Just know that most of my mornings start with a “Daddy, Chill!” moment between me and my aches.

While resting up for that ten- to twenty-minutes that it takes for my body to realize it is indeed ok to get out of bed, I heard a noise that sounded like someone showering which caught me off guard because I was pretty sure I was the only one awake. Then a few seconds later the wind hit and it turned out that Grimbergen was getting a LOT of wind and rain. It was kind of fun getting up in the pre-sunrise darkness and just watching the rain slam into the side of the house.

Pictured above is my cat, Turkey, pondering why the outside was so blustery. Taken in the moments right before sunrise [the light outside is mostly the streetlights but you can see the sky starting to lighten]. It’s a bit blurry because it was taken in fair darkness and it’s hard to get a photo of a cat while your phone is doing night-photo mode.

At some point I need to find my Nikon and try taking some more proper photos. Not just of weather but also like, you know, heavily macroed shots of rusty nails and stuff.

A Return to “A Day in the Life”

Holy crap, it has been a while since I have used that post title template. In fact, I had to dig through the back-end a bit to find out the previous “Day in the Life” was #14194. That’s over 3000 days ago. Also finding it made me a bit sad. It dealt with a fair amount of negativity. 2016 was a hell of a year. Blogs are truly a double-headed beast.

Just to clarify, in case you are wondering, the Day in the Life posts show the number of days I have been alive, not the number of posts I have made. I used Google to calculate it this time but somewhere in my stacks of files is a Python script I made when I would post these “just stuff I did today” type posts on the old Dickens of a Blog. I should find that. Marvel at how my code used to look. Good marvel? Bad marvel? I don’t know.

#!/usr/bin/python
import datetime
YEAR = 1977
MONTH = 05
DAY = 30

d = "%Y/%m/&d"
today = datetime.date.today()
birth = datetime.date(YEAR, MONTH, DAY)
daysinlife = today - birth
print daysinlife.days

You know, frankly, that’s not too bad. It is clearly Python 2 era. And from the time period where I tended to purposefully over-write code so it was easier for me to chunk and fix later. I’m not even sure what one of those lines is doing in this context. It’s like I copy and pasted it from some other function and just changed the bits I need to change. Let’s show some confidence and fix that up, slightly:

import datetime
print((datetime.date.today() - datetime.date(1977, 5, 30)).days+1)

Voila.

Despite being a person who has been sharing stuff online since the late 90s, and having multiple blogs of which only three have been named “Dickens of a Blog,” it is still a bit odd for me to just share my personal stuff without some major context to sort it through. And possibly that’s because when I get personal I tend to get a bit self-incriminating and self-deprecating. I become that stranger on the bus that starts complaining about his ex-wife and his brother’s dog and stuff his boss said. I mean, maybe not that bad but you get the idea.

At any rate, the “Day in the Life” series was a way for me to have a few dips into those waters on the occasional basis without dealing solely with myself as the main topic. It’s nice to have them back in principle whether or not I use “the brand” all that often. Like most Days in the Life, it is less about a day and more about a bunch of random stuff that has accumulated.

EDIT: Shortly after posting this I realized that my code was still wrong. The way I am wording it would need to include a zero-day. As in, on the date of my birth I would be considering that “Day 1”. I could either set the day to the day before my birth or add 1. I added in a cheeky “+”. That means the title of this is off by a day, but eh. So it goes…

Warning: this one might get a bit over-long as I get back into the balance.

Pommelien Thijs’s Gedoe

Pommelien Thijs’s Gedoe — note, link is in Dutch/Nederlands — came out yesterday so I got to listen to that for a bit. Then more this morning while doing my workout. I really enjoy it.

When we first moved to the Flemish-Brabant/Brussels region, I was trying to absorb some language by listening to local news and such. Thijs kept coming up right as I was breaking into the point of following the slightest bit along. Looking up her music videos, I came across “Ongewoon” [in the context of the song, the line is “Alles voelt zo ongewoon” which is “Everything feels so unusual” but possibly “peculiar” or “strange” or “unfamiliar”…the feeling you get when some preconceived emotions are actually out of whack with expectations] and “Het Midden” [“the middle”] (below):

I enjoyed both of those and other stuff I could find. I’m not a pop-head but still, it was an album I wanted to pick up as I return to getting more physical media, again. I pre-ordered it and ordered her first and got them both in the mail.

The issue at first was how to listen to them. Neither my desktop or laptop have optical disk drives. This means I had to a) get out my external drive that was a still in its box from the move, b) get a voltage converter that we bought early on but have not used yet, c) hook a into b and then plug that into a computer. Then tweak/fix the files I ripped. Being me, I then zipped and cataloged the files and moved them into two different backups.

It’s been a long time since I’ve done a proper review of an album so I am thinking about using that as a guinea pig of such. Maybe. Maybe not.

Barbara’s Assembly

Barbara’s P3 class had their first assembly at her school, yesterday. She spent a fair amount of her own time building up wings using old construction paper and Amazon boxes:

This was all for about half a minute when she was on a stage pretending to be a bird of the Amazon while her class talked about education around the world and how environment impacts education opportunities.

NOTE: I have a photo B wearing her wings but I asked her if she was ok with me sharing and she said no. Since one of the reasons I pulled out of social media because of a personal disagreement with parents oversharing elements of their children’s lives to the wide public, I respect her decision. She was ok with me sharing the wings, though.

Between her planning and construction of a costume largely on her own; her sense of stage direction; and her (at one point) helping another student to remember his lines during the show: she’s a natural stage manager. At eight, she better at handling the chaos of stagecraft than I ever was.

Finally, an American-Style Peanut Butter!

There is actually very little American food that I miss over here with the slight exceptions of Back Home™ has a better selection of types of beans and, via mail order, an overall better selection of TVP (textured vegetable proteins) shapes/sizes. There are plenty of beans here and some variations of soy product [and cheaper soya drink/milk and tofu], but it required some adjustment.

Still, I’ve had a few sad moments where I miss American style peanut butter (or pindakaas [peanut cheese] in Nederlands). Yesterday, swinging by the Carrefour in Vilvoorde, I found this beauty:

I have not been this excited about 2g of added sugars per serving for a minute. I mean, compared to some American foods, this peanut butter is still relatively a healthy food. And, most importantly, it tastes amazing.

I’m not throwing any shade at the availability of plant-based Nutella or the decent selection of other nut butters including some quite decent Belgische pindakaas. It just, good salty-sweet peanut butter hits different.

“Breaking” and Fixing a Garage Door

One aspect of the move that cannot be overstated is how much the large beats are sometimes easy to adapt towards since a lot of support tends to exist to learning the language, replacing electronics, etc but the small beats can practically haunt you as you learn what some minor device or some local custom means. Learning how to say, “Pardon, waar is het toilet?,” can take less time than figuring out how to ask what a small symbol might mean on food packaging when everyone around you thinks of such things as derived from universal common sense. Even somewhat universal symbols can shift slightly enough to imply different things. This is well, good, and expected. Language is a product of the people using it. It just sometimes catches you out.

One way you adjust, which is to say one way that I adjust, is just occasionally pushing a button or pulling a string to see what happens. Buy the product. Tap the card.

This morning, post-workout, I realized our garage had a pull cord and so I went, “Hmm, ik kan aan dit koord trekken.” And then a loud pop answered my call as the cord turned out to be a release to detach the door from the mechanism.

Kaz and I fixed it shortly after but it was a good life lesson. Push the buttons, pull the cords, and bring a toolbox to fix the fallout when you do.

With the above photo, don’t sweat about the power cord with duct tape. It’s not actually plugged in. We’ll replace it if we ever need to use it.

Ghost and The King: Dreamin’

Here we go. Here’s a decent “first real post” besides the classic “hello, world” type posts with with which blogs are stricken.

Every once in a while, I get into a mood for new music. It tends to be the kind of thing where I am beholden to The Algorithm™ to actually find anything. Bandcamp. Youtube. Maybe Google searches. A few other places.

One trick is to find a song/musician I liked. Search that/them. Look for other stuff recommended or discussed around them. Dip toes in. Keep going. Follow the trails. “Truffle hunting,” we sometimes called it while working at the library. Find a resource, see what it linked and cited, follow those and keep digging until you have a better scope.

Except, you know… The Algorithm™.

At any rate, one of those songs that I drummed up earlier this year while cruising through a mix of Durry’s build up to This Movie Sucked, trying to find new Japanese pop music, and trying to find new Belgian/French music (prior to the move) was Ghost and the King’s “Dreamin'” off their 2024 self-titled album.

I quite enjoyed it. Pleasant tune. Fair lyrics. I liked the set up of the video [including some very low budget Legend of Zelda cosplay]. I miss that personal vibe for Youtube. It feels like a passion project.

A handful of times since then I’d go back and listen to it. I even bought the album. I consider the album as a whole fair. “Dreamin'” is my still favorite song, but you can sample tracks “Don’t Often Sing the Blues,” “Nightingale,” and “Give a Damn” if you want to get a vibe for the rest.

With my most recent rewatch, I saw that only had 250 views (on Youtube, not sure about Spotify since I don’t really hang out in the latter anymore unless someone insists it upon me). Which seems low. I wanted to go ahead and give a shout out. Left a comment. All in all just trying to poke The Algorithm™.

It is currently the last video they posted and I don’t much else about it or them. Their online presence seems to be mostly social media. I’ll leave that to others to share.

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